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Train Wreck Waiting to Happen

I'm an emotional wreck right now. I am seriously contemplating slicing through my wrists, putting them under warm water and just waiting for death to come get me. But of course, my life being what it is, I can't.

My boyfriend, who I love with all my heart, soul, and my entire being, is contemplating breaking up with me.

One of my bestfriends is so mad at me she doesn't want to see me anymore because I did something so awful and stupid, she feels so betrayed.

And lastly, I just found out that my mom has cancer. I can't even face her right now without breaking down and sobbing like a 5-year old whose candy got stolen.

All three are on top of the other financial, work, and health-related issues going on in my life right now.

It's all just so painful and fucked up right now. For someone who has depression problems and is suicidal, all these shit are too much to handle. It's a miracle I'm still breathing until now.

My life is one big fuck up after another and I don't know if I'll still be alive by the end of this year.

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